2010, just another few hours more, is will ends..
a new year will come... 2011.
asking myself what had i done for the year of 2010...
i dont know or rather say i done nothing at all...
looking back to all the times that i had lost... will i ever gain it back..
welcoming 2011, shall had plan for this upcoming year... but what plan can i do or will i accomplish what i had plan for...i don't know...
i'm a person who do not know how to plan...
planning is just a word that i never follow...but for other ppl without planning they cant survive..
i'm easily get angry on things that does not follow the way i want it to be...
but sometimes after angry only will get to know other ppl way of doing things is the right way..
i dont have my own perception...
2011, is just like adding a year older to my age...
nth special that i can think of what to do for my future..
i dont know what to be and what to do....
just waiting for the time to pass it on... living as what i am now...
but do i satisfied with what i had already...is this is what i want...  i dont know
my mind is always blank...
ppl always ask, what you want to be in future??
do want to be a staff forever without any promotion..
do you want a higher salary...
dont you want to climb as high as you can be...
PROMOTION...is just to add up my stress and jobs...of course the good things of it i get higher salary..
is not that i cant do extra jobs...i can do more than that...but i cant handle the stress...useless stress given by the superior is the major problem with the higher ranking position..
climbing the stairs while we still can.... yes i agree but i'm too tire to climb up high with all the unecessary stress given by those unprofessional superior....
is not easy to climb alone...
2011, i cant think of things that i need to do or should i plan for....